i'm just doing this cuz my blog seemed a little unattended... haven't blog in awhile u know.. then trying to waste some time here... typing some craps here and there... oh, and complaining abt the lousy govt system here... u know where is here so i won't spell it out... it's total rubbish, the stuff those idiots up there say.. this is our motto! well, then you should fall, and u will! in fact, u have! dumb ass... talk all sort of nonsense... humiliating themselves and us! if we go democracy, then where is the place of kings?? they don't have much place in government! .. not talking linearly now.. mind is going totally nuts... we cannot have democracy, yeah right! this just shows how primitive they are, how they are unable to accept the fact that money don't come easy, how they want life to be easy, and they want to be oblivious of the forces of nature... be in their own small paradise and do what they want.. those filthy scums.. one day, they too will face democracy... it is in human's nature.. they canot go against it... they think they can live on like this forever... with other races being their slaves, working their pants off just so these idiots can get another piece of pie.. but one day, they will realise that all that they have done will backfire on them, that their slaves will no longer work for them... and when that time comes, these people will start to consume each other, eventually leads to their downfall... those who wwish to survive will start to vote, vote who gets what, who should prevail.. the power of majority, the power of democracy.. when some people are too stupid and stubborn to go with the flow, the flow will either have to push them forward the harsh way, or drown them. Choose now, and choose wisely, but i suppose that is not possible.. for if they had the brains to think, they wouldn't had to come to this.. oh well, we seek fairness, but what is fairness? the world isn't deisgn to be fair.. we are not the same, therefore we are not fair... everyone gets a different life, be it a painful one, or a blissful one... life's message hides within our daily lives... and each one of us gets a different message.. so how can there be fairness? democracy isn't fair, but why is it that most countries are ruled by a system of this sort? those who think not, goes with the flow; those who think, defies the flow; and those who understands, accept the flow. i guess i have wasted alot of time here, if my thoughts didn't come across very clearly, which i expect to be the case, then pardon me, but ideas are always very chaotic.. and i'm not in the mood to sort it out.. it's not like i want to get a prize out of this or something... well, i guess that's about it for this post

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big mistake. just one big stupid mistake, and it leads me to where i am today. it all starts two years ago when i was choosing my subject combi. first i heard it's easier to get into medicine if you take bio, then due to one other factor, i was delusioned into taking bio as my h2 subject. come to think of it, i was really totally blinded by the factor, i couldn't see all those hints... i guess that's why they say it makes ppl blind... sigh... i was too hopeful, too happy to even have this slightest chances... and i ended up getting no where... stuck in between... when i only needed to change bio to physics... just this one thing... i could have still done it in march... i could have still change it... but i was stubborn... and now i can only regret... accepting the consequence of my action... i always say i dunno why i took bio, but the actual fast is i do... it's just that the reason behind is too stupid, too naive, too innocent... and i'm too shy to admit it... oh well, it doesn't matter now... all the wrong steps i make in the past two years ended up in this one check mate... it's hard to swallow, but hopefully time will heal my wounds... and i can stand up again.